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In this chapter, the author has a fantasy that she was an insect that her father stepped on. She reasoned that she deserved to be stepped on and killed because she was so vile. The insect then grows larger and she becomes a maggot. She then attaches to her father's body and drains his blood and ingests him into herself. She does the same with her mother, brother, and sister. She then begins to think about a repulsive Dark Lady that she had dreamed that she was an an infamous union with that represented all that was evil. (PsycINFO Database Record (c) 2016 APA, all rights reserved)